learntolive

2011-10-06T12:46:00.002+08:00

ShiokDeal is giving away S$100 worth of H&M vouchers!!!

VISIT http://www.shiokdeal.com/team.php?id=174 Now!

Only 6 hours plus left to enter yourself in the draw!!!!!!!!!!

Good things are meant to be shared ;-)

2011-09-25T03:26:00.004+08:00

did i let it slip through my fingers?

or was it my imagination once more?

ought to cherish the present *reminds oneself*

HAIZ!!!!

2011-09-03T01:32:00.001+08:00

post #305
today's my birthday! =D
wait........... How old am I?????

2011-05-31T22:56:00.001+08:00

had too many near-'death' experiences recently..gotta stop my reckless dashing across the rd =/

2011-05-21T02:26:00.002+08:00

haha i'm becoming a movie buff if I keep up with the rate i'm going at.
Accomplished 4 movies in a week -- Rio, Thor, Hitman, Tron
not to mention Pirates tis Sun and upcoming Gantz, Kungfu panda, X-men, Green lantern, Priest, Harry Potter, Transformer, Captain America

ARGHHHHHHH someone spare me some free ticketsssss (or cash $.$)

2011-05-11T04:46:00.002+08:00

*colour chosen is a tribute to the person mentioned ;)
ha guess what? this girl is up at tis hour (4 am) and up to no good again
what am i referring to? nothing dirty, mind u... i'm talking abt me stalking someone.. again yes, another poor guy becoming my victim.. ahhhh the ease of the internet as compared to last time..

well, im not gg to reveal his name here in case someone googles it n finds my blog.
he's from my school and altho i'm not gg back, i find myself wondering abt him now n then (harmless one la)
so i checked him out =P

he's one tough guy to stalk. everything also private. google name also don get e right links.
but nevermind those, me, the expert with plenty of detective-like skills, was able to track him down within minutes and open my eyes to his world. pictures...blogs...twitter (new technology eh, stalker also gotta upgrade&advance)

Muahahahaha, n i got the ans that even his colleagues 'claim' to be a mystery (they may be keeping it a secret, who knows). i found out that he is attached!!! n hv been for at least 4 years!!!
there goes my chance...LOL...but this juicy news is able to make up for 'the loss'

ha well that's that... i jus typed tis for fun.. to entertain those bored souls who continue to read my blog.. ha.. and to let u noe tt bad habits die hard so BEWARE!! hahahaha u may be the next victim!!

on a side note, im thinking of joining police force (maybe part of forensic science or investigation department, anyone know anything about these??)

2011-04-06T18:54:00.002+08:00

cute picture to take away whatever frustrations you are feeling now =)

2011-03-29T22:05:00.002+08:00

my 300th post.

today i took MC for the 1st time since my Practicum started. I feel so shiok to be away from school. I even went out thrice (once to see doc, once to hv tea with zy, once to tuition)
ahhh, when can life ever be so you zai xian zai (without a worry)...
i guess i will decide for myself..if i really insist, no one can stop me
muahahahaha

2011-02-19T14:07:00.002+08:00

had dinner @ Friends yesterday. 3 course meal + dessert + tea @ $15

Starter

Chilled Angel Hair & Lump Fish Caviar

tossed with konbu , chives , & white truffle oil

Soup

Wild Forest Mushroom Soup

Main

Roasted 'Sakura' Probiotic Chicken Supreme

served with mashed potatoes & truffle spit jus

Dessert

Chef Special Dessert of The Day

Hot Beverage

Freshly Brewed Coffee / Tea

Overall,
presentation 8.5 /10
taste 8 / 10
ambiance 7.5 / 10
(pics are on FB)

2011-02-06T23:49:00.001+08:00

wonderful teppanyaki desserts! @West Coast Plaza, B1
(and it was a great dinner too for $13.90)

pancake with choc ice-cream

crepe with green tea ice cream

2AM - You Wouldn't Answer My Calls [Eng. Sub]

2011-02-05T19:51:00.000+08:00

2011-01-25T22:47:00.001+08:00

my blog is super stale cannnn?
anyways, nothing much to blog about, anything impt will have photos on FB ma ;-)
just leave you guys with this quote (mw doesn't like it):

"A wise girl kisses but doesn't love, listens but doesn't believe, and leaves before she is left."
— Marilyn Monroe

2010-12-07T02:16:00.004+08:00

#@*&*!#&#@
SO MANY SIM Y Hs IN EXISTENCE! (already have 3! in one Standard Chartered Race)
well, then my name is Vivian Rachel June S~~ Y~~~ H~~
hmpf...

why didnt i write my name out? cos it can be traced on google!!!!

2010-11-28T00:28:00.006+08:00

what a day, what a day...

i finally got to doing what a student should do (ha)

slept at 5.30am

woke at 10.45am

practised the piano for module test next week

1.30pm left for project meeting at fren's hse

4.30pm left project meeting to travel to PS

read lecture notes on the bus (3 chpts ok!)

5.30pm-8.10pm watched Harry Potter :)

left PS to return to fren's hse to continue project :(

9.10pm reached her hse and continued to 10.40pm

returned home...time to clean hamster tank (smelly!)

hamster irritated at me for shifting him out of his home.. i snapped back.. he screams, i bully some more.. B)

finally, midnight... i have to continue the project thing a.g.a.i.n.

T_T why must it be pair work and not 3 person in a group???!

2010-11-25T11:31:00.002+08:00

this is fun... go test your brain see if it's a male/female brain. (link at end of post)
here's my results...

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6

The scale below is an indication of where you fall in the male-female brain continuum. The results are based on the angles, spot the difference, 3D shapes and words tasks. Bear in mind that your performance may be affected by many factors in addition to gender, like age and intelligence.

Your personal brain score:

Average score for MEN who've taken this survey:

Average score for WOMEN who've taken this survey:

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	Angles
	This task tested your ability to identify the angle of a line by matching it with its twin. This is a spatial task, which looks at how you picture space. Your score: 19 out of 20 Average score for men: 15.1 out of 20 Average score for women: 13.3 out of 20 What does your result suggest? If you scored 0 - 12: You have more of a female brain. Scientists believe that people with a female brain find it more difficult to judge the slope of a line because they're not wired for spatial tasks. In past studies, 65 per cent of people who scored in this range were women. If you scored 13 - 17: You found this test neither hard nor easy. This suggests your brain has male and female traits when it comes to spatial ability. If you scored 18 - 20: You have more of a male brain. On average, men outperform women in this task and those with more mathematical knowledge tend to score quite high as well. In past studies, 60 per cent of the people in this range were men. Interestingly, men's testosterone levels fluctuate through the seasons and studies have shown that men's scores are lower in the spring, when their testosterone levels are at their lowest. Do our cave dwelling ancestors offer us any clues about why men and women score differently on this task? Find out more.
	Spot the difference
	This task tested your ability to identify which objects changed position. You lost points, if you incorrectly identified objects. Your score: 93% Average score for men: 39% Average score for women: 46% What does your score suggest? If you scored between 0 - 33%: You may have more of a male brain. Scientists say men tend to under perform in this task. The corpus callosum, the part of the brain that links the right and left hemispheres, is a fifth larger in women. This means women can process visual and other signals at the same time more easily than men. There is also a theory that oestrogen levels in women give them an added advantage in spatial memory. If you scored between 34 - 66%: You may have a balanced female-male brain. If you scored between 67 - 100%: Those with a female-type brain generally score in this range. Your ability to remember where objects are may serve as an advantage to you when you're trying to find your way around places. You're more capable of recalling landmarks to get from one place to another. Find out more about our spatial abilities.

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Hands

You said your left thumb was on top when you clasped your hands together.

Right thumb on top: This suggests the left half of your brain is dominant. Many studies have tried to establish whether there is a relationship between handedness and brain dominance. Some scientists believe that if you are left brain dominant, you would be more verbal and analytical.

Left thumb on top: This suggests the right half of your brain is dominant. Some studies theorise that as a right brain dominant person, you may excel in visual, spatial and intuitive processes.

However, these theories are debatable and leave much to be said about the small percentage of people who are ambidextrous.

Find out why right-brained people may be better fighters and artists.

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Emotions and Systems

This task looked at whether you prefer to empathise or systemise.

Empathising

Your empathy score is: 1 out of 20
Average score for men: 7.9 out of 20
Average score for women: 10.6 out of 20

What does your result suggest?

Empathisers are better at accurately judging other people's emotions and responding appropriately. If you scored 15 and above, you are very empathic and would be an ideal person to comfort people in a time of crisis. Women in general are better at empathising.

Systemising

Your systemising score is: 7 out of 20
Average score for men: 12.5 out of 20
Average score for women: 8.0 out of 20

What does your result suggest?

Systemisers prefer to investigate how systems work. A system can be a road map, flat pack furniture, or a mathematical equation – anything that follows a set of rules. A score of 15 and above suggests you're good at analysing or building systems. Men in general are better at systemising.

Scientists are keen to learn more about people who score high or low on both tests. They want to find out whether or not empathising and systemising are linked. Is a possible to make yourself more empathic?

Some scientists claim that our empathy and systemising abilities can be traced all the way back to prehistoric times. Find out more.

Eyes

This task tested your ability to judge people's emotions.

Your score: 6 out of 10
Average score for men: 6.6 out of 10
Average score for women: 6.6 out of 10

What does your result suggest?

If you scored 0 - 3: Do you think you're good at judging how another person is feeling? Your score suggests this doesn't come to you quite so naturally.

If you scored 4 - 6: Your result suggests you have a balanced female-male brain and find it neither easy nor difficult to judge people's emotions.

If you scored 7 - 10: Your result suggests you are a good empathiser, sensitive to other people's emotions. Women generally fall into this category.

Professor Baron-Cohen at the University of Cambridge says that people usually perform better than they expect to on this test.

Men often think a person's eyes are sending signals of desire when that's not the case at all. Find out more.

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Fingers

We asked you to measure your ring and index fingers. Your ratios came to:

Right Hand: 0.94
Left Hand: 0.95

Average ratio for men: 0.982
Average ratio for women: 0.991

It's thought that your ratio is governed by the amount of testosterone you were exposed to in your mother's womb. The ratio of the length of your index finger to the length of your ring finger is set for life by as early as three months after conception. Even during puberty, when we experience intensive hormonal changes, the ratio stays the same.

Men generally have a ring finger that is longer than their index finger, which gives them a lower ratio than women, whose ring and index fingers are usually of equal length.

Studies have found that men and women with lots of brothers generally have more masculine finger ratios. Find out what other things scientists think our ratios may tell us.

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Faces

This task looked at how you rate the attractiveness of a series of faces. The images you looked at were digitally altered to create slight differences in masculinity.

Your choices suggest you prefer more masculine faces.

Highly masculinised male faces possess more extreme testosterone markers such as a long, broad and lower jaw, as well as more pronounced brow ridges and cheekbones.

Interestingly, women's preferences are said to vary across the menstrual phase. A more masculine face is preferred during the 9 days prior to ovulation, when conception is most likely.

A typical 'attractive' female face possesses features such as a shorter, narrower, lower jaw, fuller lips and larger eyes than an average face.

Are you surprised at what researchers think they can learn from your answers? Find out more.

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3D shapes

This task tested your ability to mentally rotate 3D shapes.

Your score: 12 out of 12
Average score for men: 8.2 out of 12
Average score for women: 7.1 out of 12

What does your result suggest?

If you scored 0 - 6: Do you find yourself having to physically rotate a map to point in the direction in which you're travelling? This might explain why you scored in the lower range in the 3D shapes test. Twice as many women as men score in this category. Previous studies suggest that those with a female-type brain or with an arts background fall into this range.

If you scored 7 - 9: In past studies, 50 per cent of the people who scored in this range were women and 50 per cent were men.

If you scored 10 - 12: Are you an engineer or do you have a science background? People with these skills tend to score in this range. Past studies have concluded that people in this range have a more male brain.

Nearly a third of men who took this test got full marks, whereas less than 10 per cent of women managed the same. Find out why.

Words

This task looked at your verbal fluency.

Your score: you associated 8 word(s) with grey and you named 9 word(s) that mean happy. We are assuming that all the words you entered are correct.

Average score for men: 11.4 words total
Average score for women: 12.4 words total

What does your result suggest?

If you produced 1 - 5 words: You are more of the strong, silent type with a male brain. You probably find it easier to express yourself in non-verbal ways, preferring action rather than words.

If you produced 6 - 10 words: Most people in this range have a female-type brain.

Women are said to use both sides of the brain when doing verbal tasks while men mainly use their left side. Studies have shown that girls develop vocabulary faster than boys. This difference in brain power is caused by levels of pre-natal testosterone. Find out more .

Ultimatum

This task asked you how you would divide money.

If you had to split £50 with someone, you said you would demand £30

So far on the Sex ID test, men have demanded 51.6% (£25.80) of the pot and women have demanded 51.0% (£25.50), on average.

What does your response suggest?

Sex differences are small in this task. Demanding less than 60% of the pot (ie £30) is more typically female. Demanding more than 65% of the pot (ie £32.50) is more typically male.

Scientists believe that people with lower testosterone levels tend to take fewer risks so they are probably more willing to keep less for themselves. Those with higher testosterone levels tend to drive a harder bargain and are less compromising.

Men's testosterone levels fluctuate over the seasons and are at their lowest levels during the springtime. This is said to influence their bargaining power. Find out more about the role of testosterone.

here's the link: http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/index_cookie.shtml

2010-10-31T01:43:00.005+08:00

hmm everyone's blog is so dry :(

no one in the mood to blog, huh?

anyway, today's the first time I celebrated Halloween (tho it really wasn't planned)

went for dinner with jor, neo and 2 others.

then we went to acid bar. with no realization that it was Halloween eve (for me)

saw many people 'drenched' in blood, cross-dressing and being creative with their outfits.

initially, i only planned on drinking one drink. jor suggested cranberry vodka housepour.

but when they ordered shots, they ordered 4, somehow i was supposed to take one!?!!!

haha, after much much much persuasion and peer pressure, well i took the shot.

ha, my virgin shot.

lick, shot, suck.

lick the salt, take the shot, suck the lemon. :)

in the end, it really wasn't that bad, like the guys said.

it really was sweet too :) niceeee

ha. and so i ask, if a shot won't make you drunk what would?

they said, many shots. or more powerful shots, like the ABC.

ha, learnt some GK about pubbing and drinking tonight.

plus got to immerse myself in the festive mood.

quite a night, huh?

Il Divo - Somewhere

2010-10-14T02:19:00.000+08:00

nice too <3 !

I Believe in You - Il Divo and Celine Dion

2010-10-14T02:10:00.000+08:00

in <3 <3 with this!

2010-10-04T06:20:00.002+08:00

some photos to entertain whoever's reading :]
i did this with my 2 cousins at vivo under ArtwithaheART.
it's sorta like a charity thing, but it's started by a young boy, Elijah Ted Ng, 14, who's talented as an artist and entrepreneur. He sells his paintings and angel sculptures like this. All you have to do is buy one sculpture n u get to paint it for free (u can leave it white if u don't like painting). He'll use whatever was earned from his business to donate to the poor kids in China who cannot afford an education. Google him and go check out his FB profile. a cute kid with a heart n brains ;-)

well, if u're wondering why the face's liddat, that's cos smart me decided to add some eyeliner to the sleeping angel and screwed up big time. wet wipes caused the paint to come off X)

2010-09-03T07:56:00.002+08:00

Hehehehe, Teacher's Day presents. i totally didn't expect my tuition kids to give me anything..but i guess some mothers will insist :P

^above: a mug from darling Darren, who can be a terror or an angel in class, a 竹 box from Wenxing, a P6 girl whom I'm teaching Eng & Math, a red pen (surprisingly my fav gift) from ZeQian with a super well-drawn card, a 'Thanks Teacher' magnet from Keng Hong with horrible handwriting, 2 ferrero rochers from Wenxing's sister, Jiaxin, and an apple keychain from Kai Tze, a kid who claimed he flew (with projectile) when someone knocked into him.

^last but not least, a Memo Sticky Pad from Leonard Chay, my fav private tutee who always geks me with his less-than-bothered attitude (pst, but i have affinity with him, so his my fav)
i think this is the prettiest too..hahaha call me biased ;-)

2010-08-29T23:08:00.001+08:00

Tess tess tess

hmmmmm....

2010-08-29T21:01:00.014+08:00

i know i haven't blogged in a while... so here are some photos for your enjoyment :)
p.s. if anyone wants any picture, just msn me to let me know

Hong Kong and Phuket

2010-07-31T14:38:00.001+08:00

you made me feel...undesirable.
what is going through your mind?
i am lost trying to figure you out

2010-06-01T14:51:00.001+08:00

ha it took me 45mins to read through the whole BTT book.

ytd, 我认对了一个小学同学，也认错了一个小学同班同学。
真有趣...

2010-05-29T01:18:00.002+08:00

STEAMBOAT@411,#12-202

^here i've left out the super sweet cherry tomatoes and enoki mushrooms.
most of us were stuffed at the end (mw still had space for more right?)
then, we went downstairs to buy ICE-CREAM and played monopoly b4 taking the last 180 home

next.....
SHAVING of(f) Zuxing's leg hair!!!!!

2010-04-22T23:24:00.001+08:00

hm seems like my gong gong isn't feeling too well and will not be recovering anytime soon
hope his pain will lessen soon. wadever that means

2010-04-14T23:42:00.001+08:00

hahaha watching some ricky martin exclusive thing from 2003
lol he was asked what would he do if he was a woman for one week
guess what? he said he'll keep feeling his breast :P

2010-04-13T14:40:00.002+08:00

如果你没勇气陪我到明天的明天的明天，

倒不如就算了就放了，

空虚的昨天的昨天。

你就在我眼前，

但别爱我一天。

别看我，

别爱我，

别怪我闭上双眼。

<3<3<3>

2010-04-08T22:58:00.001+08:00

between a relationship and a career, which will you choose?
or should i say, which will you sacrifice?

2010-04-06T20:32:00.002+08:00

hmm have not posted in a while (but charm's more stagnant than me!! =P)
well i guess everyone's busy with school...assignments (sigh)...exams (SIGH)...
but recently, we still found time to meet up (YAY!! well done :D)
Le Le Guo was quite a nice outing..had such a filling dinner and well, it's very affordable
ha MW, i'm going to do the trf like tmr...so don hound me jus yet..lol
i don't mind going there again and like having two pots this time round..haha so maybe after exams can organise another one, mw?? hahaha

well, it's time to go back to...mugging of cos! (took MC to delay one day liao cannot don't study again.. Wahaha)

*blue cos the sky has been very blue today*

2010-03-30T21:47:00.002+08:00

你不要讲话啦
你的每一句话我听了都浑身不爽
shuddup!

2010-03-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

sigh, why are my friends' blogs all filled with anger and frustration?...
so sad to see that as we grow, more negative feelings build up in us
takes away our innocence and good-naturedness

that's why i always say
i don't want to grow up, i don't want to see the world clearer
i don't want to care about having to care

haiz. cheer up people. or else look for things/people that will cheer u up
don't stop smiling/laughing :)

2010-03-23T02:19:00.001+08:00

yay the nxt sem starts on 5 sep, AFTER my birthday!
but it also ends 24th dec, means i dono if i can go prague...

1 month to exams......shit!*@!$^@*$^*!

2010-03-20T01:29:00.004+08:00

i think i just might be a sucker for romance flicks
watching a korean movie (深情似海) now. abt a couple who found true love with each other only to have the girl suffer from Alzheimer at the age of 27
somehow it hurts to watch how the girl suffers slowly, my heart will just ache
... and now the guy finds out her sickness from the doctor

crap. life is cruel

2010-03-12T00:32:00.001+08:00

it's weird.......

i'm conceited when i shouldn't be
i lack confidence when i should know better

why can't i have the right emotions at the right times?!
this makes things so complicated; it makes life more difficult

2010-03-08T21:38:00.003+08:00

had some yuuummmy yong tau hu (or 'fu' for zx) today
it was at the food court beside yew tee mrt
1st time i see my egg tou fu being fried loh
at 1st i was like oh no... ewww
but when i tasted it it was hmmm yummms
haha but (there always is a but)
after i was halfway through
the yummy sweet sauce became too sweet
(i started thinking abt diabetes)
the soup that tasted like home-cooked soup initially became too salty
(MSG = hair loss and affects other organs too! O.o)
so...verdict
it's still a nice choice to eat at (rating: 4 out of 5)
just remember to ask for less sweet sauce cos they drizzle it on for you de

2010-03-06T13:34:00.000+08:00

why is everybody missing someone....
it's so sad... (i think the video is to be blamed -.-)

i am missing sth too...my deadline T.T

2010-02-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

一路顺风, Charmaine!
sorry I had to rush off from tau huey just now X=(

hope you have a smooth-sailing final semester!!! GOGOGO for a First Honours! =))

green cos pandan soya beancurd is gggrrreeennn...!

2010-02-20T19:55:00.005+08:00

haa many posts today...

at 6 plus in the evening, when i was ABOUT to start work =P
sth distracted me outside my window....

it's a kite!!!
look how high it's flying!!! i can even hear the paper-plastic material fluttering above my hdb flat!

and this is the guy flying it.... such a nice weather to go kite-flying =D
and i'm glad there's still a place beside my house where people can go kite-flying =))

2010-02-20T15:26:00.001+08:00

YAY!!!
my valentine's gift has arrived **pretty**

2010-02-16T23:15:00.003+08:00

donut is stilllllll baking...

before

after

eh, after much confusion, our chocolate-icing-mix

YAY, our efforts bore fruits liao =D

btw, these are all cookies, no donuts made, only 100% chocolate vanilla (essence) cookies

2010-02-14T23:33:00.005+08:00

$70
CNY eve
$468
1st day of CNY, most packets collected liao

yay more money to add to my savings :D

wah, only
$18 (5 ang paos)
2nd day of CNY...sooo little!

and finally...
$10
3rd day of CNY

woot...another
$8
4th day of CNY

total: $574 (hm, an okay amount ba)

2010-02-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

help me decide which one looks less awful..haha
meaning, which shld i wear for the nxt 3 days

2010-02-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

ARGHHHGHGHGH

why am i feeling this way???!?!???
please...someone just take away my emotions and brain!

2010-02-11T12:14:00.002+08:00

heh heh (prawn)
i just got myself my own valentine day gift :D:D:D:D
it's a Gucci wristlet...weeee hahaha

2010-02-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

i have discovered a whole new meaning for the word jealous
it means, to have little or no confidence in oneself or your partner, causing doubts to surface (nt taken from any source)

**

i am seeking a man who

(in no particular order)
is able to love wholeheartedly
is able to give me a sense of security
has 上进心
knows when is the appropriate time to take charge
loves reading
loves adventure and some amount of risk taking
is upright and honest
knows how to have fun yet have self-control
does not drink or smoke, cheat or lie

**

my new year resolutions::

to keep my hands to myself
to practise using more compliments than criticism
to be more considerate/grateful
to remember my manners
to be more careful
to be more endearing
to be more persevering
to be less fierce and/or demanding

hopefully i'll achieve these b4 my 22nd birthday
gambatte!

2010-01-27T01:12:00.002+08:00

post #260 (can you believe it?!)

today (it's yesterday liao, now's 1plus in the morning)
fongee flewwwww to Korea and won't be around for the next 6 mths.
she seemed soooooo incredibly excited, thus happy :)
but i wonder if tis is the best time for her NOT to be around...
afterall, her brother isn't at home too.
that leaves just her 2 old folks :S

i really do seem to enjoy spending time with oooooooold classmates
even though to them i'm the TEACHER now (makes me feel that i've to act sensible YUCK)
i think it's just the pace... slow... relaxed... calming... and perhaps my still attractive crush :P
but i can still taste jealousy the time i saw the "obvious" (sigh, the complicity of life)

2010-01-20T11:39:00.001+08:00

tsktsktsk
the semester is sooo short, only 3 mths

and yes,
i'm already procrastinating!
ha super jialat with my added load of tuitions =X

2010-01-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

Sim is getting the monday blues already :(

2010-01-08T00:11:00.002+08:00

i'm not happy :(
Why?...................................

maybe i'm just tired.

2010-01-02T14:38:00.003+08:00

haiz, let down my friends and myself again.......
i just can't seem to get up in the morning all the time

on a sidenote, safari was fun last night :) got to see so many animals that i've nvr seen b4 close-up

2009-12-28T01:24:00.003+08:00

is it really wise? what i've just done......

to lend a nice friend 30K cos he's in need of money??!!!

someone pls give me some advise. thks

2009-12-03T00:43:00.003+08:00

hmm..
have you ever tasted an apple as sweet as grapes? i have

have you ever inspected the skin from
the roof of your mouth in your hands? i have

have you ever stare at a laptop screen for 12hrs
and feel that you eyes are gonna go blind? i have

2009-12-01T00:23:00.002+08:00

hahaha, i've been such a kuku!

by the way, storm warriors are kinda nice but too much close-up action fight scenes = blurry...
the stars look alright in real life too, nvr give me wow effect like some others have =\

2009-11-08T23:50:00.003+08:00

there could, and always have been only one person who'd be the cause of my foul mood

the largest grasshopper ive ever seen. it measures about 3 inches! and it was on the glass door of a shop (don't understand how it can stand vertically against the glass)

seriously, i don't do this for every class =P

2009-10-24T14:03:00.003+08:00

i'm missing my colourful orh-cheh already.......
should i go see tie da?

the cupboard i put together, super cool loh, i can fix up cupboards!
btw, the planks of wood that came added up to 60+ kg!!

SORRY, SORRY - Super Junior LIVE @ 第20屆金曲獎 20th Golden Melody Awards 6/27/09

2009-10-24T00:23:00.000+08:00

SORRY, SORRY - Super Junior LIVE

yay! let's get grooving

2009-10-04T09:45:00.001+08:00

i had a 美梦. a really good one.
it made me not want to wake up to the world.

i want to go back to my dream.
so free. so happy.

2009-09-24T10:40:00.000+08:00

silly me remembered the wrong timing for class and woke up late

2009-09-21T16:47:00.002+08:00

my 21st birthday (delayed post)

wed (2nd sep)
dinner with S18 guys at JP's bakerzin
[wenhao, mingwei, weibin, huancheng, yongkuan, kevin]
-got a cheesecake that came with bass-ly bday song

thu (3rd sep, actual day)
8hrs day out with zion
-went to Obolo's for dessert (tried 5 kinds)
-1st ice-skating session with him (and for him) [psst, he fell]
-dinner at aston's at The Cathay

fri (4th sep)
steamboat with gang at my place
[choushing, huikheng, mingwei, jackson, weibin, charmaine-webcam]
-a whole cheesecake this time, with bouquet of handmade roses-zx, and personalised vouchers-my fav

sat (5th sep)
(i) K session with sec sch friends
[chern kiat, hsien wei, xiu ling, poh yee]
-everyone ate hot takoyaki balls for lunch (courtesy of xiuling)
-a useful book and bodyshop items from py&ck
(ii) dinner with family at Ah Yat
[gong gong, yi yi, maid, jiu ma, noel, his gf faith, mag, zhiyong]
-bought a chestnut cake fr crystal jade myself
-a kipling bag fr gonggong, a key necklace (Tiffany & co.) fr yi yi, a red crystal (Swarovski) necklace fr jiu ma, couple of book fr mac
-went to play bball machine at Bugis arcade with zion aft dinner

sun (6th sep)
(i) buffet Lunch with dad's side de relatives @ hotel
[er ku ma, xiao ku ma, victor, er bo]
-got a nici hp pouch fr vic
(ii)dinner with WE friends at Breek's Cafe at Marina
[shaowei, xianming, faisal, xuelian, darryl, xinkai, faith, shanyu, ekngee, zipeng]
-went to Starbucks for cake session (cappucino cheesecake) and xm bought me an extra caramelised biscuit ^-^

so yea, i ate a lot for 5 days when i initially wanted to play a lot for my birthday
still, a HUGE thanks to everyone who had played a part in it. It made me very happy (=

2009-09-20T23:13:00.002+08:00

Sim Ying Hui can no longer differentiate right from wrong
Sim Ying Hui is feeling tired

chanced upon tis...
G: i think it's better if we just be friends
B: ok (feeling the tension being lifted at last)
B walks away, lighthearted and breathing much easily, with only a tinge of sadness
G turns around heartbroken, with tears streaming down uncontrollably

Fuck the person/people who taught me life's not all about fun, bringing me so much misery

2009-09-16T08:45:00.002+08:00

a big buffalo woke up this morning with a numb leg (ma bi).
she spotted the tv that was on the whole night and hastily ran up to off it
needless to say, the numb leg couldn't move nor take the weight of the big buffalo
and she fumbled and fall onto the ground with a loud thud.

coda (moral of story): never attempt to run when your leg is numb

2009-09-15T22:20:00.006+08:00

ahhh nelson and my aunt sang in same choir when they were young! (NUS Choir)

i wanna get my hands on one of these! =DD

my bday treats at Obolo's with my loved one =)

yk and wb's penne; hc's pile of clam shells aft meal =P

my chicken thigh cheese sauce dish; mw's tasty beef sandwich

the moral childcare centre wall mural - damn nice can (plus totoro pic eh ;-D)

the scary bear that had been haunting me everytime i walk pass it at night ~~~

The Christmas Song - A Cappella Jazz Multitrack (SSATB)

2009-09-15T15:36:00.001+08:00

The Christmas Song - A Cappella Jazz Multitrack (SSATB)

Mad World - Gary Jules

2009-09-11T08:28:00.001+08:00

Mad World - Gary Jules

2009-09-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU GUYS (& GALS)!!
my present's sooo cool (& one of a kind, too)

ha, tho i'm suffering a stomachache now from eating raw food,
i am still very happy to have all of u make it such a memorable night for me!

with lovely gifts, surprise visit from charm, etc etc.

I can't thank you people enough for everything

Can't wait to put my present into goooood use,
yinghui =DD

p.s. can't wait to see the terms n conditions too ;-)
p.p.s. mw, there's 426 pics to send u...i try sendin over net 1st k?

2009-09-02T14:12:00.000+08:00

In a joyous mood! =)
Singsingsing! PLayplayplay!

2009-09-01T23:10:00.001+08:00

Yay stress is O-V-E-R !!!

2009-08-31T19:16:00.000+08:00

one down, one more HUGE one to go
20 hours left....

2009-08-29T15:12:00.003+08:00

When I'm stressed, I eat, I go to the toilet, I play games, I do every other thing but DO MY ALMOST-DUE WORK!!!!

HELP!

2009-08-22T17:52:00.002+08:00

Wood type: mahogany
Length: 15½ inches
Core: Unicorn Hair

get your own wand!

sth wrong with the colour of the words. try highlighting the whole box to see them

2009-08-18T01:33:00.001+08:00

sudden craving for prata!

2009-08-17T19:39:00.002+08:00

It's only the 2nd week and it's already causing a toil on us (or me, rather).

the insecurities are back, the emotional wreck in me has emerged once again through that thin layer of self-deceit i had laid to cover it up.

zhen1 de4 hao3 wu2 nai4

But now, i see how insecurities can cause a person to draw back, inflicting harm on both parties when actually, it is done to protect himself from hurt.
(insecurities=distancing oneself, minimising contact, conversation, touch, etc)

.
.
.
.
this is all happening when all the person ever wanted was to be held tightly and reassured that nothing has changed, that the person was still loved.

what is to be done?

2009-08-16T23:11:00.001+08:00

"why does it hurt,
when i think of you?"
"should i leave,
or should i stay?"
"when will i ever be pleased?"

busy.worried.
upset.confused.
selfish.alone.
skeptical.lousy.

frustration. damn it!

2009-08-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

school again!
but with more friends now...

it won't be that dreadful anymore, right?

2009-08-09T14:04:00.001+08:00

random......

i want to change tutorial group for ASK301!!!!
i want more money!!!!
i want to traveltraveltravel!!!!

Egypt here I come!!!!

feeling woozy~

2009-07-29T08:42:00.002+08:00

Ok, I'm BACK! (or was back since fri morning alr -___- )

Well, the competition in HangZhou turned out rather well, considering that we clinched Gold and the Overall CHampion medals.

Anyhow, sad to say, I fell sick on Sun. Till now, there's still phelgm stuck in my throat yet my MC days are over n I have to go back to school. a big SIAN~

And, it's 8 more days till practicum is over!!! can't wait

P.S. if mw/wb is reading tis, thu's class outing i might pangseh cos haven recovered, and fri hor, just found out there's choir at 7pm at PoMo so maybe u'll like to watch an earlier timeslot movie, say ard 2.30-3.45pm?

2009-06-16T12:28:00.003+08:00

roses are merah muda,
violets are biru.

the sky is biru,
the clouds are putih.

the birds have kuning beaks,
the grass is hijau.

my hair is hitam,
yours might be coklat.

ungu is a gay colour,
but some say merah jambu is the real gay colour.

jingga is his fav colour,
and kelabu does not exist in his dictionary.

***********************************************

monday is hari isnin,
tuesday is hari selasa.
wednesday is hari rabu,
thursday is hari khamis.
friday is hari jumaat,
saturday is hari sabtu.
and finally, sunday is hari ahad!

2009-06-10T17:58:00.017+08:00

ha the funniest thing just happened. n i'm here to share it =D

it happened right beneath my blk and i was walking home in the navy dress that i wore to neo's bday gathering just last sat.
i was lookin downwards at my belt cos i just had subway n i thot it was showing (my fats la k). then i looked up to check if anyone saw me looking at myself and saw this guy on my right in polo n berms if i rmb correctly. he shld b in his late 20s or mebe slightly younger i dono.

alright, by now u might think that this is one of my usual guy fetish right?
but hell no!
keep reading on...

well i didn't think much of him so i kept walking on straight for the elevator.
just ard 10feet from the elevator, i heard someone behind me calling out to someone. i turned, and realised it was that guy. he was calling out, "Miss! Miss!" (HAHAHA writing tis is making me laugh liao) so naturally, i responded la..

guess wad he said?

he asked,"miss, do you know where's the atm ah?"
so i politely told him where it was.
then suddenly, it seemed like he already knew the location but was finding an excuse to talk to me. i know tis because, his nxt sentence was.............

eh, can we be friends?

like WTFish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha so i said eh, no need la, don want, etc. then he said nvm, just make friends la...
but aft i insisted on NO, he moved on to, eh so wad's ur name ar?

..!..

i politely refused to give an answer again and then.....

he extended his hand................

to offer a handshake (c'mon what were u thinking? =P) to me...i was like, oh it's okay, nvm..i gotta go....
hahahahahaha...........thn i went into the lift, hoping that he wldn't stalk me...lol...nah i wasnt hoping that. i was just waiting to see if he did, and if he really did, ha he better watch out man! lol...

anyways, i was just thinking wah tis guy very daring ar. in broad daylight (5.30pm or so), to a stranger. he dares to approach liddat n ask to be friends..hahaha must be a not decent guy...lol...
but come to think of it, what is the world becoming to, ME?! getting hit on by someone?! hahaha
tsk, ppl are blind le la...hahahahahaha
(such a farnie occurance, i had a good laugh, don't u?)

2009-06-03T19:40:00.002+08:00

feeling really low right now. right after we were dismissed from the conference.
how can i be so attached to certain people from just a 3-day event?!
i can't believe it. the moment i walked up the bus, my mood turned from utmost highness to rock bottom low.
i miss everything from these few days. n it's throwing me into a bad mood. ugly mood.

**

i'm looking for someone who's
a balance between humourous and caring/loving
fit and toned with a liking towards exercise
intellectual and curious
confident and attractive (in a charismatic way)
ready to commit
youthful and vibrant
pleasing to MY eyes

there, i finally found out what i want. and don't tell me it's impossible cos i've alr proven it possible to own all those traits. spot anyone who fits into this category pls don hesitate to lemme noe.

2009-05-28T01:36:00.002+08:00

when u start to doubt sth,
you'll find yourself doubting your doubt,
then you begin to doubt why you're doubting that doubt.
in the end, the doubt remains a doubt, with plenty other doubts blocking your crowded brain space..

the vicious cycle. =)

2009-05-19T23:39:00.003+08:00

Wahaha my job of today!

Flyer distributing from door to door of each terrace house @ eunos.

See all the red coloured roads? That's the route that i passed by in 5 hrs.

5 hrs under the scorching hot sun w/o shade. from 2pm-7pm~

but earned only a small sum of 30$ (haven't minus off cab $3.40, drinks $1.30, transport) *shakes head* so little...

still, i'm proud of myself! =)

btw, i scolded many dogs today! ha, all kena stares n scoldings from me cos they barked at me! hahaha..

*i got sunburnt on my right arm only o.O

2009-05-17T09:47:00.003+08:00

what a outing, won't u agree mingwei?

don't forget to visit that site i told u abt too =P

(u can see the bears there...*envious*)

on a sidenote: what happens if my finger doesn't return to its original state? ha so sad...lol...and i was so smart -.-

2009-05-14T10:45:00.002+08:00

well, recently have really been free and can spend my time any way i like it =)

but yesterday didn't end on such a great note. i had diarrhoea (in like dono how many years) and cldn't even get home quickly due to the fact that i kept needing the toilet. it was bad. almost 上吐下泻 but heng i didn't or it'll be more 难受. on a brighter note, i realised that sleeping can help sleep away most of the pain or else i wldn't have even survived the bumpy 20mins taxi ride.

ah, now i just feel like slacking. (n i lost 1kg fr shitting, so little...ha)

2009-05-11T22:34:00.003+08:00

Weeeee.....2 news to share!

number one,

TAMMY & VICTOR won the amazing race!
yay, i scoreeeeeeee!!!!!

number two,

i spotted my phone being used on channel8's 9pm drama!
ha, it's the lil girl who hates tuition (rui en's niece i think) de mother who has my phone in the exact same colour & model!!!

2009-05-08T19:34:00.002+08:00

BOO!!! I Want to go DIM SUM, I really wanted wanted wanted to go...
it was planned for so long, and i really haven't spend time with them in a while, and i WANT WANT WANT dim sum!
So sad =( ....................................................................
mw, tell me where's the place alright?

2009-05-03T21:52:00.002+08:00

ahhh a must-post...happy birthday girl (valerie) cutting her huge and pretty birthday cake.
how sweet can this image be?! ;-)

(ha, my 2megapixels phone cam proves to be very good =D)

2009-05-03T02:00:00.002+08:00

been thinking abt tis for a while
i really wanna get My lovely Samsoon
maybe i will, maybe i won't. ha

2009-04-30T22:56:00.009+08:00

braun buffel's wallet (wine colour) all yours, val =]

2009-04-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

tee hee hee...see what i drew! so cool...haha copied from the net de la but still,
considering that it's drawn at 11pm in a semi-lit room...wee my anyhow-draw skills are still not bad after so many yrs ....LOL

then my hand itchy...so i added the ballerina (not as nicely done =X) at 00:00hrs...
and this is the mini card we giving to val for her bday =)) happy 21st in advance, val!

2009-04-27T09:07:00.003+08:00

It's so ironic that for once when jamie and cara cld've been 1st on a leg, it turns out that the race isn't over yet. and no, i don't feel sad for them at all. i laughed. they deserve that treatment. thinking about it, all 4 finalist have not been kind for this season. i'd still prefer tammy and victor in these 4. 大家加油! ha i sound so peace-loving saying that. but i'm not. =P

2009-04-27T03:41:00.003+08:00

It's been a little while since i posted sth...

well, here's my thot now...
" CB125, should i continue? "
*worries* *worries* about money!

" ah, the temptations of online shopping. the pit is bottomless, and i'm falling in head first. "

" how good / bad will this holiday turn out? i seem to be confused what i have, when i have. "

**headache** (must be cos of the time now)

well, tmr i'll hafta contact Keming and the SCM. where shld i place them in my schedule?.

oh ya, one more thing, really upset abt tis, my bag!!!! stained by my clothes -.-''
to think it's new somemore..stupid material, so easily stained..no matter blue/red all kena now..
sadded~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

and yea, i'm still dreaming of braun büffel's shoes...195.00 but no one is allowed to buy that as my present! yea, so stop having those thoughts! ha!

2009-04-19T23:13:00.002+08:00

a day of loitering. amazing boys at the playground =)

lil boy needs his groin supported to walk up the slide

boy: "this is not the stairs" [refer to previous pic]

(warning: boy will hit you in the stomach if you make him upset)

boy is calming himself down from his last upset

p.s. boy wee weed in the grass, flashing his buttocks. accomplice: mommy, who striped him and pushed his butt towards the grass.

an amputated arm of a railing =P

watch shinjuku incident to get the pun =P

tuesday, a docile lil 4-yr-old

tuesday wearing his favourite donut toy

2009-04-13T06:26:00.001+08:00

a successful man is the most attractive.

2009-04-11T10:32:00.002+08:00

i think my biological clock has gone all haywired
after those few days w/o sleep, i've been gettin to bed at 3am and waking up at 6.30am
real cool eh..ha bionic gal no needa sleep!
but i waste my those extra time away at fb (tsk!)

somehow, im into 伍佰 recently..his 台客moves, songs, groove..
ha wad's wrong with me man..lol!

2009-04-09T20:21:00.005+08:00

pictures speak a thousand words!

(my science lessonplan de highlight: base covered with plasticine, animals are bought)

(finished product, nice? ^.^)

please do not scroll further for those who are weak-hearted and can't tahan dirtiness =)

wahahahahaha 3 years w/o emptying the vacuum cleaner??!!
ha today xin xue lai cao...n i'm glad i did =D

2009-04-08T16:09:00.000+08:00

I just slept 15 hrs to make up for my 2 nights! o.o

2009-04-07T09:52:00.002+08:00

It's not about self-discipline when i'm already deprived of 2 nights of sleep due to assignments.
it's not always like u think it is. workload is heavy and cramped together. it's not even about lack of commitment to attend practice. do not assume.

of cos if i'm able to go, i will.

2009-04-06T03:06:00.002+08:00

ouch, the bone right beneath my collarbone hurts like it's sprained liddat. luckily it's only when i rub it thn it'll hurt.

haiz. essayessayessay.

2009-04-02T15:59:00.002+08:00

I love my fruitsssss!!!

I had 2 kiwis, 1 slice rockmelon, 1/4 china pear, 1 slice watermelon, 1/2 cherry today!

yay!!!!~